Went to life drawing again tonight. There’s nothing like going to an arty thing like this with artsy friends to make you humble. My drawings were so incredibly shit compared to theirs. But that’s okay. Art is a process!
I started pottery classes today. It was a lot of fun working with the wheel and being able to create something with my hands.
The only problem is – I went into a bit of a funk afterwards because there was someone that I wanted to share this with, and I couldn’t. I still want to share the new and exciting things in my life with him, and I can’t. He’s not that person for me anymore.
I think that’s why I’ve been missing him this week. On Monday, I did life drawing and today I did pottery. I’m doing this new stuff in my life, my life is changing from what he knew it to be, I’m changing from who he knew me to be, and it hurts a little, to leave us further in the past.